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Jes ;D
27 January 2009 @ 09:44 pm
I gave in.
I'm moving.
See you there!
Jes ;D
27 January 2009 @ 01:10 am

Ed Westwick + Polaroid Camera = Major hotness.
恭喜发财 ya'll.


Jes ;D
26 January 2009 @ 12:08 am
I've noticed, when it comes to certain issues, I don't say what I mean. I'm sometimes the most obvious person in the world, and at others, I'm harder to read than Chinese calligraphy. I want people to be straight forward with me. I want to meet someone that will put me in difficult situations so I need to face the truth. I can only hope that they're also forgiving and patient, in that I know that I will run away. I will also go around in circles.

What am I getting at here? Basically, I'm sick and tired of false pretenses. I'm tired of trying to hide and I'm tired of people hiding. I'm tired of me trying to beat around the bush because I'm scared, I'm afraid, and I'm all of these things that in some way, I can't control. I've kinda reached a point in my life, where once again, I feel as though, I could be at a better place.

I need you to make me cry. I need you to shake me up and break me down. And once you're pulled the rug from underneath me. I'm going to need you to help rebuild me, in a way so the light is always shining on me.

Jes ;D
23 January 2009 @ 01:13 am
Totally forgot about this. SORRY TK!

The first five people to respond to this post will get something made by me! My choice. For you.

This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:
- I make no guarantees that you will like what I make!
- What I create will be just for you.
- It'll be done this year.
- You have no clue what it's going to be. It may be a story. It may be poetry. I may draw or paint something.
- I may bake you something and mail it to you. Who knows? Not you, that's for sure!
- I reserve the right to do something extremely strange.

The catch? Oh, the catch is that you have to put this in your journal as well.

... now go!
Jes ;D
22 January 2009 @ 06:58 pm
"If you came here by yourself tonight,
cause he wouldn't pick up the phone.
He was suppose to bring you here tonight,
Couldn't find him so you came alone.
It don't matter cause your here now
And the music here you're enjoying.
So for the next couple minutes,
I'll be your boyfriend."

Okay, that was a long break but I'm back. It's the first week of classes, but I'm not really excited for most of them. Except for Physics for Future Presidents. Mainly because Phil is in my class. I guess he's preparing when he becomes President, sadly no longer the first black one. Classes started on Tuesday, but I woke up extra early to watch the Inauguration at Sproul. Totally packed and I ended up sitting on a rail because I was too short to see over this tall asian guy who stepped in my line of vision. Classes have been anything but exciting, but I'm hoping discussion will be better (I haven't had any just yet).

I will continue this tomorrow. Miss you all!


Jes ;D
15 January 2009 @ 11:15 pm
I'm getting annoyed with this blog. I need something new and refreshing. Maybe a new layout? Just maybe.

So I'm packing up all my crap cause I'm moving all my shit back to Berkeley. My current count is 2 suitcases (one filled with clothes, and one filled with sheets and clean towels), 1 huge Juicy Couture shopping bag (not that I have enough money to shop there, my momma got it via ct), and my printer. I still have little knick knacks that I need to pack, such as chapstick, toothbrush, lotion, water bottle (or maybe not. gives me a reason to go buy a new metal one), totes, jewelry, candles, chargers, books etc.

I also need to bring my plants back to Berkeley. Thankfully, the both of them are still alive and well. Whew. Go Momma for watering them during break.

School starts in 5 days, but before it does, I'm springing for one last trip. I'm headed to Sacramento tomorrow to Girl's Regionals. 2 days tournament and Anny&I will be crashing in Denise's hotel room. Is this an effort to get some fun before school again? Most def. So this is my counts of my breaks:

10 hours of sleep I got each night (bed at 1, woke at 11ish)
9 is gone, because 7 ate 9! ;D
8 times I attended Wrestling practice (it should be around 8, maybe I'm giving myself too much credit)
7  hours driving home (from LA and Tahoe)
6 times I had to cancel because I had work
5 days I stayed in Jenn's dorm
4 Packages recieved (rainboots & books)
3 Road trips (Tahoe, LA, Sacramento)
2 Paychecks earned
1 Month of complete randomness

Here's to a semester of unexpected nonsense. Here's to a light heart and many laughs. Here's to never taking anything too seriously, and letting honesty be the best policy.

Until the 20th, Jes

Jes ;D
13 January 2009 @ 11:54 pm
These are a few things that have been on my mind lately.

1.) The amount of stuff I need to pack.
    tops, hoodies, jeans, jackets, scarves, books, pencils, planner (which I cannot find)
2.) Books I still need to get
    physics for future presidents & the science of nutrition
3.) A new job
    a desk job would be nice, but i wouldnt mind a waitressing gig
4.) Music
    i have music on my laptop that needs to go to my desktop to be put onto my ipod
    btw, send me music: hopelessly.odd@gmail.com
5.) Next semester
    focus focus focus.
6.) Fortunes
    true? not? fuck.
7.) Blogspot switch. I'm kinda sick of LJ.
8.) Summer School
    CAL or CCSF or Skyline or CSM. and what courses?

ugh. i'm stressing myself out again. this is a total yvonne entry. (btw yvonne, i got your check)

Until I get this shit together, Jes
Jes ;D
11 January 2009 @ 11:31 pm
This is me. Awkwardly enough. Honestly, I'm not the smoothest person in the world, nor am I the most charming. Half the time, the things I say come out in the worst possible manner. My hair is never in the right place, and most of the time, I don't really have a plan. But that's not bad right?

Personally, I think imperfections are just simply charming. It shows a person humanity. I mean there's much more that I love to imperfections that I just can't explain. It's kinda like how I began to fall in love with Chuck Bass in the past few episodes of Gossip Girl because he was hopeless. He was falling apart and in ruins. Maybe its the idea that they're being saved. Turned into a better person. Kinda like how the light is brightest in the dark.

Anywhos, 6 days until I'm back at Berkeley. Super excited. Not really cause of starting school. Mainly because I've been kinda but itching to reread the Twilight series. Yeah, I know.


Jes ;D
06 January 2009 @ 12:14 am
I did this a while ago, but here it goes.

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.

1.) David, the person who tagged me, shares my birthday! March 27th babies!

Besides David, I also share my birthday with Cyan, my friend Norman, and Mariah Carey!

2.) I gave my phone (Alejuadro), laptop (Caleb), and iPod (Ricardo) names.

They're all pretty original I must say. It's a habit I picked up from Alisa. Note that they are all guys. This way I can say I have 3 boyfriends. Haha.

3.) I would get a tattoo on the back of my neck, but I have commitment issues.

My tastes are always changing, and I swear once I get it, I would want to change it. It's gonna be something that is for life.

4.) My favorite colors are yellow and purple, but I don't like them together.

A deep rich purple and a nice pastel yellow. Together makes the Lakers and sorry, but I stay true to the bay.

5.) I'm a hug whore, I love hugs. Call it contact comfort bitches!

Sadly, I'm only 5'1", so my hugs are always around the person's body. Because they're too tall for me.

6.) I used to work at SFO and I would laugh when I got to cut everyone in line thanks to my employee badge!

It takes me 3 minutes to get pass security. I don't even need to take my shoes off.

7.) I make weird noises when I sleep, often mistaken for snoring, but its actually me itching my throat with my tongue.

I've scared several people. And it's usually when my allergies kick in. It's not so bad now that I've been taking benedryl.

8.) Freecell is amazing. I'm addicted and my win percentage is 93%. Booyahh!

I'm addicted to this game. It's how I procrastinate. Thank god I have it.

9.) I have a birthmark on the left side of my belly button.

It's pretty damn huge and it's one of the reasons I'm not a big fan of my tummy.

10.) I still sleep with a stuffed animal, and I will continue to sleep with a stuffed animal.

More so, I need to hug something tight when I sleep. Whether it be a stuffed animal, my dog, the corner of my blanket or a pillow.

11.) My foot size is a 5.5, they're tiny compared to all you Big Foots.

5.5, and I can still fit a 5 (in some styles). It's why I'm short. Your height is suppose to correlate to your feet size.

12.) I rather run outside than on a treadmill, there's a sense of accomplishment in running from one destination to another.

Treadmill gets you no where. And nothing's better than fresh air. Plus, you can calculate how much you ran by using google maps.

13.) I clean my ears with Q-tips a lot more than I should, I blame the ear infection I got 3 summers ago.

It's kinda a nasty habit. I know my ears are clean, but it makes me happy cleaning them a little more.

14.) I don't like scary movies. Anything that looks like it could give me nightmares is a no go.

My thoughts are sensitive, and my imagination can run wild. I won't be able to sleep for days. Hocus Pocus scared the crap outta me.

15.) I want to start a collection of mini Buddhas. I'm aware of how asian that might seem.

Cute buddhas. This is normal, people collect different things. My thing will be cute little miniture buddhas.

16.) My alarm clock is set half and hour fast, it scares the shit outta most people.

It's hilarious. I can't fix it though cause it throws me off.

Jes ;D
05 January 2009 @ 04:05 pm
Damnnn homegirl, where you been?

I swear to god lately all I've been hearing is sex. Sex sex sex sex sex. Like it's programmed into every college student to talk about sex. Who's sleeping with who, who's a little slut, who just wants you for sex, who has done it, who hasn't. I mean, what happened to the days where it wasn't about sex and making out and all that crap. I'm pretty sure life isn't about sex, dating, and relationships. There's gotta be more to life (this is where that song begins to play).

And that comes to this. What is my life amounting to? I feel like I used to know myself so well, but its definitely not the case anymore. I'm starting to realize I'm not as defined in my identity as much as I would like to me. Everyone seems to know what they're doing and where they want to know. Everyone tends to have an opinion about everything, and Im kinda just "eh, whatever."

This is just getting too depressed. I'm out. I'll be back and happier, later.